I suppose I might as well give this a shot... Back in NoVA, doing absolutely nothing but counting the time until I'm back in the Burg. I feel like I'm being left behind, perhaps the fault only lies with me, but it still doesn't change anything. I miss everyone I was close to and, honestly, I miss those hugs that I could share. College seems to have drained those hugs from me and everyone. It's no longer laughter and some goofball idea that entertains me but numb monotonous hours bent over my books and notes that is what I am familar with. Let's hope I can make it through the summer without my thoughts taking over and eventually making their way into my reality. I don't need those looks again or the constant pressure to hide them.